I once confessed affectionately: Inter Milan is a home that I can t go back to, and the blue and black fans treat me as if they have just retired.

July 27th, Walter Zenga, who has been wandering in the football world for half her life, has gone from a teenager in the suburbs of Milan to an Inter Milan to a totem, from an Italian country to a "football ranger" with his footprints all over the world, and is now looking at his hometown in Dubai. Facing the "Milan Sports Daily", the 65-year-old revealed his regrets deep in his heart for the first time: "I traveled all over the world, but I never hugged Inter Milan again."

In the courtyard of the Hungarian Street in Milan, football is the entire universe of Zeng Jia. "My father is a Juventus fan, but he took me to watch Inter Milan. Out of competing with him, I became a blue-black man." After witnessing Inter goalkeeper Broto's "V" jersey in 1969, the 9-year-old boy made a vow.

Fate pushed him toward Samberne de Reese in 1981. The late-night raid by coach Sannetti made a classic scene in football: "He smelled my girlfriend hiding in the house: 'Walter, two things can't deceive me - football and women!' We have laughed for many years." On June 7 of the same year, the key battle was escalated, and a sudden fire broke out in the stadium stands killed two girls. "We heard the ambulance roaring, but we didn't know that the tragedy was happening. This is the forgotten 'Italian Heisel'."

The twelve years of blue and black career began here. With 473 appearances, the 1994 League Cup final became a masterpiece. When San Siro Mountain tsunami was tsunami, he saved all the Salzburg shots and asked the famous "Who cares!" in the face of leaving the team. "I knew Paliuka was coming, and the new coach Bianchi didn't want me. But holding the trophy high and walking out of the court is the perfect farewell."

The nickname "Spider-Man" was born in the 1992 national team defeat. When the reporter asked, he pulled up the black training suit and hummed the 883 band's hit song "They Killed Spider-Man", pointing directly at the coach Sakki. The next day, the title swept through the Apennines: "Saki killed Spider-Man!" Zeng Jia laughed and invited: "Singer Pezzari! Please let me sing this song on stage, you are Inter Milan fans!"

The attack mistake in the 1990 World Cup semi-finals tied Argentina, and he faced the blame: "The keyboard man said we lost the championship because of that ball? It's ridiculous! There are more than 20 minutes of overtime and penalty shootouts next. If you only blame the actors, the football will die."

The coaching career after hanging up the boots is like an adventure: Boston player and coach, Saudi Arnasr, Romanian Stars, Serbia's Belgrade Red Star... "I have never signed a contract for more than a year, and I refuse the comfort zone." The only exception is Palermo - there are the golden generation of Cavani, Pastorre and Siligu.

"Inter Milan fans treat me as if they had retired yesterday." When asked whether they were eager to return to the club, they could not hide their loneliness: "If they were willing, they could always find a place for me. But I no longer fantasize and cannot see this possibility." Now he is half in Dubai and half back to Milan, and he is commenting on Sky TV, he can't avoid the studio near Hungarian Street. "The only place I can't go back is Inter Milan."